Just for context I’m a 20 year old virgin. My life has been pretty hectic and unstable. I was raised in Mexico and had a pretty crappy childhood full of trauma. In 2012 I came back to the US and it was very difficult adapting to a whole new culture. I didn’t know any English, was very short, and everyone made fun of me. This led to my self steem and confidence drop to the floor. Throughout middle school and high school I always had a negative imagine of myself. During my senior year of high school (knew nothing about game, red pill, blue pill, etc) I started talking to a very cute girl. I had this “gentleman” or “nice guy” mindset and made the whole interaction with this girl super platonic. I would text her 24/7, needy af I know but back then I felt like I was the best choice for her. Pretty much I did the opposite of what PWF teaches. I went on 2 dates with her and did not make a move at all. No kiss no hug no nothing. When I tried setting up a third date with her she ghosted me and I didn’t understand why. After this went down I tried talking to more girls with 0 luck. Then I started watching YouTube. I followed people like StephIsCold, AMS, TMF, BasedZeus, MJ Getright, and started learning about this whole “game” thing. There was one big problem. No of them game practical advice. Most of them only talk about theory & concepts and tel you to just focus on your purpose and all the girls will chase you. Well I did focus on my purpose and guess what? No girls here lmao. But then I started watching PWF and decided to make a tinder account. Had a few matches here and there but none led to a date. Then I tweaked my profile, took better pics, and started playing with bumble and hinge and all the sudden started getting more matches. Right now I wanna say that I’ve had about 200 overall matches and like 10 of those matches could’ve actually been potential closes (all dtf) but here’s the problem. I’m insecure about my PP size. I’m a solid 3’ flaccid and a little over 5’ erect but it doesn’t have that much girth. Right now thanks to PWF I feel extremely confident and carry myself in a confident manner. I’ve been hitting the gym and started focusing on raising my SMV. My text game is not expert level by any means but it’s enough that I can close a girl but I just can’t because I feel like when it gets time to get it on I’m not gonna perform good or simply the girl isn’t gonna like it and possibly make fun of me. This post may be silly to some people but I really need help. Thank you all in advance.