I work delivery so i tried to approach at the supermarket. I had girls give me clear IOI's, circling around me, staring me, and yet i still pussied myself out of approaching. She gave me so much room to get approached that i literally felt bad for her, for not actlling like a man. She grabbed random products just to stay close to me so i could approach Also, i saw a very beautiful girl in leggings, probably a polish tourist, and didn't approach. I felt so bad it was like dying inside. I have moments of anger i start thinking why we came to this. Woman are privileged and showered with sex and love since the age of 15. Meanwhile here we are building entire sites, paying for apps, coaches, courses, AI pics and so on. We can do a huge body of work and can still end up with nothing. Woman don't do any work and still end up always paired with someone. I feel like an alien because my ideas are so different from normal people. Normal people think man have advantages and a lot of sex. I know this is not the case. In fact I'm pretty sure 90% never have a date their entire life. Yet popular culture portray "dating" as a normal activity that all people do, when it's not. All woman date but most man don't. I also feel that every time i approach a girl at the mall/street she will know that I've been looking for girls the entire day and that I'm fishing randomly until i catch one. Not that i care about their opinion but still bothers me. I tried to approach at city center milan where tourists take pictures, i felt weird standing next to the historical building to talk to girls. Again they will think I'm doing that the entire day Building a good instagram with ai is taking too long, it hard to get enough fallowers is i don't look like a weirdo. I'm thinking of just asking for numbers even if it means i will lose a lot of girls. Only super yes girls will give up something personal like the number i stead of ig Also I'm thinking of going all in. Like literally approach the entire day until i get a positive experience that can rewire my thinking and be used as a positive example. Just like tinder, i didn't believe it untill i started getting laid and not it looks too easy even What i could do now is literally stay in the supermarket or city center the entire day, force myself to approach until i get a close I think us man end up like that because we go so many years without intimacy. Last girl i fucked was last may, 12 months ago. Yet society accuse us of beign the privilege sex? I have hard time accepting this things, i find myself angry and debating myself during the day

Matched with a girl on hinge, went out on a date and made out a couple of times. Things were then pretty sexual over text and we decided to schedule our next "massage date" at a hotel room (Because our place is not an option, we both stay with parents. Common here in India) and she was like "I've got 2 non-negotiables, I won't go down on you and no sex". BTW, I screened her earlier about her dating intentions and she was like "I'm experimenting" So I replied with classic PWF line "Ok. Do you hate sex or something" and she was like "No, I'm just not ready for it" so I took a takeaway and understood that the underlying meaning might potentially be that she is down only if I act cool around and not there just for sex, so I sent her "I get it, it's completely normal to feel that way. I don't come with any expectations, if it happens naturally great, if it doesn't I won't get butt hurt". After that we had some other back and forth texts again bit sexualized convo where I was teasing her about our last makeout and all. Did I handle this properly? And does this really mean that escalating things the next time will be v difficult?