Tried to follow your advice on approach anxiety, which is my main problem, like most man.

1- black girl on bus station, the bus was so late and i was extremely hesitant. After thinkin about it a lot i got closer and closer (like a real creep hahah) and approached her.

I asked her what bus she was waiting for, than turned into personal questions to get to know her. When the our bus came she rushed in and put her headphones. Didn't want to ask for the number, she looked shy and wanted to hide on her headphones. I also Don't know if she was 18

2- approached 2 italian girls on bike. Asked her where she's from and what are her plans. She's from Milan and was about to get on vacation for two weeks the day after.

Asked her for Whatsapp and she made a joke because her phone was dead. I gave up easily and this is my biggest regret of the night. She was digging the approach, asking questions about me. I could've grab her number from one of their friends.

I gave up so easily at the first objection with a local girl that looked pretty interested. I can't stop blaming myself for it.

3- approached two girls. She was in a state of shock and wanted to escape like I'm a serial killer or a virus. All she had to do is say I'm not interested without moving.

Yet she moved making it look like i made her change place or followed her. She asked me what I'm trying to do?? Don't know what the fuck she means. It showed me how woman give zero fucks about hurting your feelings when they don't like you. In the same way i give zero fucks about them, i said bye and dipped.

One thing that made me cringe is the recording of my voice on the first approach

https://drive.google.com/file/d/15HXnupan8Mq-k2VK4ITC1U_-ExlrY2pt/view?usp=drivesdk

I also thought my voice was normal instead i sound like a beta, do you think working on voice is worth it?